perfect

would be the Special Ed. kids that crossed the crosswalk together while I was driving this morning

that kept looking back and waving, and smiling at me.
But not only smiling, it was more that they were overjoyed to see me, when they didn't even know me! Like they were overjoyed to see another one of their sisters, ....




Perfect is the fact that this world is horrible, yet they see so much hope in it. They only purely see the beauty, and they only see everyone as they are and can be.
Everybody softens their hearts toward these people. They're innocent, and flawless. How could one not ?

Anyway. I haven't really known what to put in this for awhile. Where to gather my thoughts to even start.
I feel like a completely different person from who I was abouttt. 2 weeks ago ahaha. Doesn't that sound lame ??!

But I've been given so much strength, that has helped me to solely rely on the Lord, and prayer. Not only my own prayers, but the prayers of others. I should be praying like I have been every single time I pray. It's too important not to!
Ryan's doing so well up at the MTC. I'm so proud of him! Every day he is gone I become a little bit stronger. I've learned how to not rely on anything on this earth, as any of it can be gone in a heartbeat. Ryan pushing himself is pushing me. Not only have I realized I can become sooo much more than I am right now, or was even aiming to be before, but I've noticed that as people, we seem to settle a LOT ! When the things that we have to work for become SO MUCH more worthwhile in the end. It's crazy really.

I'm logging off. I thank anyone who has thought to read this, and even put so much of a care into what is going on in my life. :p