I don't get it

what do i do wrong !

"I can't shake this little feeling
I never get anything right" --Brand New
hah that^ was stupid

people swear like I know how to get along with everyone
when in reality. i don't.
i don't know how to have a long conversation wth hardly anybody .
i don't know how to keep things going!
i just think wayyy too hard ABOUT keeping things going

maybe I'm just so insecure that I'm scared to try and have a conversation
VERY. rarely can I look somebody in the eye for awhile while we're talking, I've realized.
I'm just a weird person. a reallyyy really weird person hah.
when you can't conversate, you make jokes.
:X!